hi i dont know what to text my ex back
see saying ex makes me feel like im downgrading them and im not trying to?????
i dont have the balls big enough to text them back because i dont want them to be mad….
i am crying now.
okay so i went to my deceased aunts house today for easter and nobody brought her up until her husband started talking about her kinda rudely
he was talking about he received a missed appointment bill from her doctor the other day for the third time this year and how he had to call her doctor and he was like “hey so um my wife gina… your patient… yeah the bitch has been dead since last november” and how the doctor was like “chad oh my god im so sorry” and all the adults were all laughing about the scenario and i just sat there and was like did he really fucking say that but then all the sudden a bunch of chirps came from a tree in the backyard and they started chirping when everyone laughed and then stopped when they stopped and nobody noticed it except for me so i stood up and excused myself and went to the bathroom and cried.
i dont beileve in god or that dumb shit but im pretty sure those birds chirping were gina laughing and now im crying because i miss my aunt but shes in a better place i guess